Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Battle With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches

It began on a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then came back with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

This condition typically start with intense discomfort behind a single eye that persists for three hours.

About one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.

What unites patients is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.

One patient, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like several causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.

Historical medical records propose unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.

It was a European doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.

The disorder were only officially recognised by global medical societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery that delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.

In 1998, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.

Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode passed.

Official guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some people.

But consultant specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Short bouts with occasional episodes are managed with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.

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David Massey
David Massey

A tech journalist and digital strategist based in London, specializing in emerging technologies and startup ecosystems across Europe.